September Brings Change

September Brings Change

  September is always a tough month after losing Madox. Not only do we host our charity’s Superhero run every September, but it’s the start of a new school year. Another grade Madox will not enter. Another school he never experienced. Another...
6 Years

6 Years

  August 8th. A day that will always be a black cloud for us. A day unlike any other. The day we had to kiss our son goodbye forever.   Our hardest day had continued on from the previous few difficult days. Madox was struggling. Madox was dying. The reality...
Radiation

Radiation

  If you didn’t know, May is Brain Tumour Awareness Month. Honestly, I never knew this before Madox’s diagnosis. I was blissfully ignorant about some important causes, until one was slapping me in the face. In the past few years, I’ve tried to...
Anxiety with the unknown

Anxiety with the unknown

  Life changes after watching your child die. Things are more important. Things are less important. We see things differently. Some better, some worse. But we change. Sometimes we become hyper vigilant about things we normally would brush off or deal with in a...
Another birthday of wondering

Another birthday of wondering

  Happy birthday my sweet boy. I can’t believe you would be 15 years old today. Such a fun time you would have had, to be 15. You would be getting closer to signing up for driving lessons. More independent with your every day decisions. More time with your...
Birthday Card Avalanche

Birthday Card Avalanche

  Celebrating birthdays are hard after someone you love has died. I didn’t want to celebrate my birthday at all 3 months after Madox’s left. I knew how shattered I felt. How angry and alone I was, knowing how broken the world is to take a child at such a young...