4 Years

4 Years

    The day has come and gone. The day you were stolen from us. People call it an ‘anniversary’ but I hardly think of it as that. Some people think it’s time to move on. I think those people are ignorant about grief, which I guess is good....
Did I Love You Enough?

Did I Love You Enough?

    Did I love you enough While you were on earth with me? It was for only 9 years, I thought I had more time Mistakes that I’d made, no time to improve.     Did I love you enough for you to feel it and know it? To know I will come if you...
Goodbye 2016

Goodbye 2016

  Life has been more of a struggle lately. I don’t know what triggers it, but I feel I have been more angry, more depressed, more empty. Many people think it should get easier the longer a loved one is gone, but I don’t sense that. Certain dates still...
Support and Empathy

Support and Empathy

  I haven’t written in a while, even though there has been a lot on my mind.  I just didn’t know how to put my thoughts into words this time. I didn’t want to keep being a downer, dark, or depressed sounding. So I kept putting this post off. As...
One year without you

One year without you

    Gasping…. What do you say about a day that hurts? A day that is burned into memory. A day that took away so much. Gasping… So many mixed emotions. So sad and heartbroken. No new memories to be made as a family of 4. No snuggle up nights while...