today.

 

today is the first day that changed our lives.

 

the day I felt a fear I never knew I could feel.

 

the day I felt helpless.

 

the day I felt the world was against us.

 

the day I hated everything and everyone on the planet.

 

the day I wish I was chosen.

 

the day that showed the truth of our life.

 

the day I knew I was going to lose my child.

 

the day that told us Madox is going to die.